ABBYSS OF HATRED

PREMONITION:- DONT READ IF YOU ARENT TAGGED.assumption is abyssmal.with all the usual nonsense i deleted this

from my chatbox and went to sleep.i dint pay much heed because it came from an amigo who is adept in cracking

funny jokes( well he defines it as crass humour).there have been times when he pestered me with his obtuse

comments.but these words of wisdom weren't unfathomable,rather a deliberate attempt from my side to turn my

ears off .

but today as i cogitate i definitely find an answer.being a science student we had to make assumptions and

there were times when we had to prove that our assumptions were wrong .i wish i could do the same with my

life.to atone for what happened is the reflection of a weak mind. so breathing the air of reparation ain't

justified.

misunderstandings do happen .often things are misconstrued ,but regretting over something which cannot be

rectified is really what a dimwit does. trust deficiet results in doubting people,followed by insecurity and then

people hide under the garb of hatred and finally comes a state rather super saturated when the only consequence

is an altercation( rather blistering one)

this note is dedicated to all the pretentious and impertinent people whom we thought were sensible and nice.not outstanding but good at heart.i dont bloody care now coz they believe in dissembling inside the four walls

of a room. but yes let me mention certain things before they try to be invective.

they indulge in furtive relations ,cannot control the libido.they cant speak properly or rather

they are backboneless ,they think diplomacy is the best policy,they are not sure of their mighty existence.

they are bloody bootlickers and yes they are pretty diligent in it.no matter how much they are insulted they

have the fortitude to bear with it coz that is their only condition for thriving.

and yes they suddenly come up and denunciate you,question you, try to reprimand or rather embellish you with

ludicrious alligations.let me tell you that i know who i am and at the end of the day i m accountable

to god.yes i am brusque,i am not very judicious in chosing people.i end up making enemies but today i feel all exultant

when some one i misunderstood or vice versa comes up to me n tells that

"ASSUMPTION IS BAD,I ASSUMED YOU TO BE VILE BUT I WAS WRONG"

I curse myself for the times when i had been stupid,i couldnt judge people,i nonchalantly trudged the path of

misconception .but lets not whine and be happy for spotting the chameleons,for identifying the potential "losers".

and as for the credentials offered let me assure you that i have a major aversion towards

these.

n i hate myself for wasting the precious time and writing this note but again as i say the cacophony continues and

then comes a time when stupid people like me write ,and this time not pain but it alleviates anger.

sorry if anybody takes it on a personal level .this is just a realisation. and a sorry to all whose expectations

i couldnt live up to.

cheers :|