FOR PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE

tonight i come up with perhaps one of the greatest realisations of my life. there is nothing as pathetic as ATTACHMENT. few people might raise their eyebrows and brew themselves up for attacking me with sharp criticism.but as i engage in related
soliquoys i am always besieged by pesky questions . As i gain sense i feel claustrophobic ,i find myself entagled in an intricate situation (akin to an insect being caught in a web).i cannot find a way ,the inner light is lost.it seems to be a tortuous labyrinth which has no end.
and again as i decipher the cause of such condition i m not at all surprised .For i know its all because of this 10 letter word.few called it love ,i dint cause i felt it was a voluntary enslavement.i believed in freedom .i wanted to fly,i wanted to breath the air in,i wanted an iridescent canvas.but now i feel its all the same. its the same obtrusive attachment raising it
ugly head.certainly i realise a life without relations ,without attachment would have been blissful.because for the times i writhed in pain there was none to anoint it off.n the worst part is it is recursive.
we meet people,we get attached to them ,slowly the attachment becomes addiction.but why??.the soul promptly replies back
"its inevitable".
for now i m jaded ,coz i have heard enough of pestering adages
"we meet only to depart"
this is certainly not true.but on the contrary something which cannot be neglected.it is this ten letter word which debilitates us,which makes us cry,express lament yet we cannot get rid of it.isnt it strange ?? well i found it to be disdainful.a life would have been better if people wouldnt relocate, if they had been with each other forever.but this is absurd .i know and today amidst utter disconsolation with watery eyes as i notice a teardrop on my keybord i want to say
i love you all.n i m very scared ,scared of such a juncture when i ll be left with none of you.lets keep this thought aside
coz its formidable. but attachment is certainly abhorrent. for those whom i m really attached to i cant visualise you people going far away,not being able to meet you .internet chats and telephonic conversations would be the only alternatives then. this is horrible but still we move on with a phoney display of superficial happiness ignoring everything.still the cacophony continues and then comes a time when it is unbearable. stupid people like me then write ,coz it helps to alleviate the pain